She thinks she's baddass, the way she paints her nails black and puts her hair up in a ponytail on the top of her head. She's nothing more than a bitchy prep in her jeans and white cotton babydoll shirt. Fucking whore. Stay away...
I wonder how Dan is. I haven't seen him since Friday or talked to him since Sunday night. Val says we're going to go see him at West's Band-O-Rama. I really hope we can go, but with pit orchestra for musical and us entere hell week, it's starting to look shaky.
Linton and I haven't had a real conversation since Homecoming. Apparently a couple of girls and a guy were getting it on in the back seat of his truck. They got cum on his seats.
I just don't understand. He's so serious lately. Maybe it's hitting him that he won't be coming back next fall and he's a senior. He has to buy his cap and gown this week. That might be it, but why do I doubt it so much?
Four days until Kendall moves. I've been working on a poem which is commemorating our friendship. It's going slowly. I don't know if I'll have it done.
I'm looking at new flutes online and this little one, is the one it looks like I'll end up getting. I already have a name picked out for her if it happens to be mine. I'll release the name when she's mine.
Ciao.
Stephanie scribbled at 6:44 PM.
Tim is so complicated. I really want to be friends with him. I even told him about that one thing that happened last May, but it seems like he wants nothing to do with me, and truthfully, it’s tearing me apart. One minute, he appears to care and be my friend, the next he appears to like me more than just a friend, then the next he seems like he wants nothing to do with me.
Great, I can’t explain. Oh I’m perfectly capable, but my mother wants the computer. Goodnight then.
Stephanie scribbled at 9:32 PM.
I’m really glad I got to talk to Dan again, because he confessed how much he likes me.
I got my Hello Kitty ring in the mail finally. It’s certainly not up to the quality I expected, but it’s cute none the less. Rick is wrong when he says I’m in love with Hello Kitty. Try obsessed.
Val and I are planning a movie marathon at her house on the 7th since we don’t have school that day. Rick, Tim, Mina, Dan, Dan’s friend, Megan, and Miciah are all invited. We’re going to gather around a 16” TV and watch movies. ~Giggles~ How much fun!
I keep on giggling uncontrollably! Why?! Oh, probably because of Dan. I’m becoming almost like a girly girl. Oh no….
I left my flute at the football game. Thank god it was in our warm up area and in its case. But poor Chibi Annie. Not to mention poor me! I’m gonna get my ass chewed off by my conductor. It’s amazing how absent-minded I became when Dan gave me his e-mail address. I’m regressing in my maturity.
Time to watch the World Series. C’mon Yankees! Make me proud!
Stephanie scribbled at 9:07 PM.
This is kinda surreal. I'm sitting in a college library and coincidentally, next to Rick. It's kinda fun to look over at him, typing in random things, and I really wonder what he's writing, and wonder if it's of any use to me.
I'm certainly dressed like I belong here today. No Rick, I don't want to listen to your music! But anyway, today's outfit consists of mostly black. Anyway who cares?
It's a damp and dreary day. If today wouldn't have been so good it'd be a suicide night. Or atleast attempted, but it was good day. The weekend is coming, by some stroke of good fortune I finished my homework by first hour and it wasn't incomplete or late, the rain/snow stopped when we went outside to march, lunch consisted of cheese sticks, soda, and candy, I got out of work early and it was pretty nice, then dad proceeded to drop me off here! It's more fun than staying at home and boring myself until death parts from my body.
Getting over dramatic, my cue to leave.
The school store has their Halloween display up in the window. A skeleton was hanging from a noose. "They killed themself," I decided. "The frame is small, and I've never heard of overly large people committing sucicide.
Then I stopped in my tracks and nearly slapped myself because I realized that I was saying how a Halloween decoration killed themself.
Stephanie scribbled at 4:27 PM.
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